Forces pulling at me
From both sides again
I can't escape
What I feel inside

Can't stop my skin from crawling
Seems like everything I do
A wasted effort
On a wasted life

Pressure forming all around me
Nerves are growing thin
Slowly shattering
All remaining pride

Running round in circles
Now too far from home
I can't return
I've gone too far to hide

Conscious decisions
In another's selfish mind
Consequence of actions hide
The loneliness inside

All this time spent searching for
Escape Myself
All this time just trying to break free
All this time spent searching for
Escape Myself
All this time just trying to break free

Questions always pending
The voices never end
It swells and floods
Like the rising tide

Drowning in a sea of sorrow
Too weighed down to float
No one in sight
Left alone to descend

Inescapable end is nearing
Although I feel as though
I've lost all hope
All I have has died

Loneliness and melancholy
Bring with it thoughts of death
The one quick fix
To the pain...the end...